Musings Vol. 2

I see you standing there
I see a reflection of what was
My hopes are the highest in a state of euphoria
Endless emotions that are swept under the rug
I contain you
I repress you
I release you from your former self
Astounding that which was in our hearts
The beating sync that we carried thru ceases to exist
Calamity struck
Yet you still endure
Compound is the fracture of the love you inserted into my heart
I now decide to insert this vow into your heart
I complete you
I replace the empty half you feared to fill
My soul burns aflame with this new hope
I come to you seeking happiness
I come to you seeking hope
I refrain from embracing this
I am too scared to face it
Love anew bound to a new world
Traveling an unknown road to start it's beginning
Suffering countless miles to meet it's end
Why do you shrink back in the name of fear?
Why do you sit still in the face of a new hope?
Come sit still with me and listen
Waves crash as we look upon this horizon
The sound of the world surrounds us
Endless Illusions of the mind perceive
Endless Illusions of hopes but not dreams
Calamity struck
Yet you still endure
You hold onto something
It's give you the greatest strength
Bound again we are to this never ending road
This life we are destined to live
This love we are destined to fall into
Why do we see no end?
Countless ambitions
Countless hopes
A dream never realized in the name of fear
Fear of change
Fear of that which we will never come to know
Twice we fall on this mistake only to make it again
Twice we realize the mistake we made
Three times now I wish this would end
Nameless suffering
Nameless fear
Enduring this I hope for you
I hope for happiness
I hope for this longing in my heart to give in to yours
And I embrace you…