Washing away
Fading away
This dream of mine is non-existent
Hopes fade
My mind and body are exhausted
What I want is not what I need
What I need is not what I want
For one moment I found happiness
For one moment I thought it would be okay
For one moment reality left me
In this moment reality found me
It gave me what I didn’t want
These struggles I find myself in are self-inflicted
These memories I loose myself are self-destructive
I open my mind to all possibilities of what could have been
That is all there is
What could have been…?
What I could have done…
What could I have done differently…?
What could have I changed….
Would I be happier?
Sadder?
More miserable for changing my choices?
What lies ahead that I do not know?
What lies ahead I do not understand
Contemplative I lay here
My hopes wash away
They cleanse my reality
Dreams fade away
And I sleep on these memories
They are all I have…
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