Musings Vol. 8

From these shattered pieces collect my dreams
From this bleeding heart repair my wounds
On this sleeve wash the blood that I wear away
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
Do not leave me here tired and broken
My body feels cold and I can no longer hold my breath
When will I be able to breathe a sigh of relief?
When will this all be over?
Can you tell me the means behind what it is to suffer?
Through these roads that I have walked
I look back in regret
I look back in fear
This future that awaits me leaves me frozen and scared
The truths that lie before me confound me in fear
This mind of mine I fear is lost
This hope of mine I fear is lost
What do I live for?
What do I strive to attain?
Thru this suffering I feel strength
Thru this life I have felt love
A love that is longing
A love that I feel only in you
A love that I have found
Are you my greatest hope?
Are you my greatest goal?
Are you my greatest contributor to my happiness?
I know the answer to those questions
You are the reason why I am here
Your happiness gives me happiness
You are my greatest love
You are my greatest hope
And for you I live