Musings Vol. 11

Stars explode before my eyes
The light blinds me
I cannot see what is in front of me
All I feel is the warmth of this light
It silently guides me down a path
I follow blindly with no second thoughts
In this light I trust my hopes
In this light I trust my dreams
I reach towards the warmth
I go numb
My blindness resides
I can see only darkness
The warmth was false
The light was false
Perceptions of an ever binding dream
Lost hopes of a faith left undescribed
A commonality of failure
I cannot speak for regret
I cannot see for remorse
I give myself these attributes to compensate my failure
Passing by another star I feel warmth once again
And thru another cycle I see my past
Mistakes forgotten
Regrets ever lingering
Remorse beyond a doubt
Contemplating on a thought everlasting
In this mind I stay awake
In this mind a severed balance
Sanity and insanity
Clarity and obscurity
Love and hate
Hopes and dreams
Luck and fortune
Whatever life brings you in the choices you made
All that can be done
All that can be said
Whatever lights you may come across
Perseverance is the key
Unforgiving as life may be
Unsympathetic as humanity may be
The strength to go on lies within you
In your soul you hold the strength
Strength to change lives
Strength to change the world
Strength to change your life
In this soul you burry your worries
In this soul you burry your dreams and hopes
In this soul you can release everything
For that strength lies only in you
Nothing is what it may seem
Only what you make it to be