Musings Vol. 14

Getting closer
Yet I feel so far away
Closer to the top
Looking back at the distance
I have traveled very far
Climbing, tearing away at the earth
Getting closer
Things left behind
Feelings left behind
People left behind
I look back
Everything is faded
I look back towards the top
Everything is so clear
It all ends here
Should I let go and fall?
Should I keep going?
All these hopes and dreams I cherised fade
Aspirations left at a standstill
Future unknown
And for reasons unknown, I fear to tread
Hollow ground
Empty spaces
It was foretold I wouldn't make it
Will these dreams come true?
Is destiny at work?
Does fate control me?
Life is in my hands
Controlled by my choices
Will it end here?