Musings Vol. 21

Pleading please
This disease that takes over me
Purpose left unfulfilled
I cannot see what does this mean?
Shouting these cries at the top of my lungs
I am left clear in the path
Forks in the road
Where do I go?
Show me the way and I will follow
Lead me thru these feelings of hollow
Mind and soul meld into one
I see the light
Is God the one?
Foretold this future of mine he said
Control is out of your hands
Bewildered is my mind
Left untamed
Loosing control on this thought
It races with no stop in sight
Reaching in the inner recess of the darkness within
I seek truth
I seek answers
Running faster with footsteps erased with every step gone
I leave no trace of my existence behind me
Will memories linger in the past?
Will this mark be left behind?
Will my love conquer your heart and leave its mark?
Searching for a way
Loosing my way while doing so
I ponder my existence
Leave a thought behind in wonder
Cross paths with as many as you can
Raise questions that no one else would
Leaving a mark
Leaving a existence
This feeling of fulfillment haunts me
What will be my legacy?
Where will regret stop and peace begin?
Will I be at ease?
Will this torment ever stop?
Shall I cease to exist if you do not remember me?
Please forgive me for I am now gone
And these thoughts I let linger are now yours…