Musings Vol. 23

The seams that break away
They were sown to keep us together
Ripping apart at the dawn of reality
It was a dream and nothing more
My heart sewn into yours
Dangling by strings
Carried away by stars my dreams are gone
Shinning away the darkness
They remain ever hopeful
Come back to me and remain in my heart
I speak to you in a soft whisper
Trembling lips speaking of love
Help me accomplish my dreams
Help me love again
Tear these regrets away from my heart
Let me be happy in this realm of darkness
Save my soul and complete me
Every whisper
Every word meant nothing more
To me it was a dream
I held it close to my heart
A wish and nothing more
Screams and cries of joy
Muffled by your pain
I carried this burden
I held it high and hid it
This burden that should have been shared
Alone I was walking this road
Dreams I thought would come to fruition
Dreams and nothing more
Alas, I held it close to my heart
And I wished for more
But before I could hope
I knew it was forsaken
I woke to see the reality
And then I knew
Time will not slow down in this endless dream…

Musings Vol. 22

As the sun sets on another day
I look away into the sky
Glittering stars in the pitch of black
Lighting the way for those who are lost
They guide me to a path
I thought I would never follow
I never knew it would lead me here
As strong as my soul is
I cannot handle the emotions within me
Inhibited is my heart at times
Shy are the thought in my mind
Ceaselessly I travel this path
Avoiding every argument
Avoiding every emotion
Wishing for things to remain the same
This happiness cannot last on hope alone
The strength within us
The love that grew
Is it still there?
For my part it is
And although I love you
I feel it is unrequited love
Struggling with each thought
What will come to be?
What will we make of us?
As long as these feelings remain in my heart
I feel I could be loved by you
Alas I feel alone
In your heart I sought to love
In your eyes I saw a kind soul
And in this life
In this time we are in now
I feel as though everything faded away
I am now uncertain if there will still be an us
And now more than ever I feel alone
Love is leaving my heart
Only memories remain
Memories of a time I knew happiness...