Sunday, July 19, 2009

Musings Vol. 25

I find my way to you in this chilling cold
Your warmth gives me life once again
I felt dead inside
Cold to the touch
Your eyes illuminating my sky like stars
I find my way
I once had a love
But I dare not speak her name
Broken are the pieces of our hearts
Shattered on this floor where we said our goodbyes
Mending the wounds
I sow my heart with threads of fate
They intertwine my thoughts to yours
Fate it would seem is cruel
Bonds of the past well structured over time fall
Shattering forces tug at it as it comes crashing down
A fleeting thought in my mind that love was real
I come to you with wounds to mend
I said to myself “Never again”
A solemn vow I did not break
These feelings I have for you
I dare not hate
Love is eternal
Bonds can be broken
Wounds can be healed
But this love I have for you
It stole from me something I did not know was there
A single thought of happiness
A slight chance of adversity through love
It all came crashing down pulled by the threads of fate
I lash out in anger
I cry out in tears
I scream with regret
I hold myself in a cold embrace
I wait here with lingering thoughts
Waiting for the warmth I once felt in my heart
As it fades with time
My hopes fade along with it
I fall into regret
I remain still and listen
The beat of my heart stronger than before
Strength still remaining within me
I hold the hand of fate once again
Warm to the touch
I trust in myself once more
These feelings I vow I will not betray
This love I still feel…I will not let it slip away…

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